Just very slowly moving and going things.
So this Rx will give me an opportunity to rewrite the rewritten Made me a anxious stutterer and mentally slow. The 2018 one helped me to grow in my communication skills, but it is after the former experiences cut them off. I have an appartement but I want a house, energy andto be able to get a kid. Telling this inspires me to maybe ‘talk to pluto’ see if I missed something to help me get past this. I have a relationship with a man who grounds me and we connect spiritually deeply at the same time. To reassure you, I have now a 9-5 job and this is so steady even the pandemic does not effect it. It just sounds like you are completely crazy. I’m nothing like the happy mentally fast inventive gemini I used to be. Which also means energy and concentration. It happend in a very deeply subcouncious level. Now I wish I didnt connect so deeply, but I don’t think I had a choice here. I completely burdened my human ‘normal life’ side with this. It definitly felt like I was connected to the energy of pluto and the first purging was good but it kept going and going.Īnd I started to feel the pain of “all my former lives” and that made me able to connect to all the pain that is even possible.Īnd who are you going to tell? Who is going to understand. Unable to really learn, work, connect, live, love. My god when I remember these years from this astrological perspective, this deep spiritual plane, it was unhumanly heavy to experience. The saturn return end of 2013 was nothing compared to. The real pressure was off when the pluto-sun connection was gone but mars and mercury ware not easy either. My twin died very early in pregnancy and I had this whole emotional blueprint carrying with me.īut of course I wasnt going to find out just jet because it took years of pluto opposing my stellum which ended in 2015. I got visions or dreams and then I found out they were memories. I slipped into illness, as if life was drained out of me. I had not made any life regretting decisions with saturn conjunct, but with the pluto it seemed all too much. Since then my whole life has been different. It really really started with saturn on my stellum moon-sun-(ceres)-mars-merc
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